I have to say my character building is all thanks to my Sayang pulang ah jua. Hairan kali kamu eh tapi seriously it's like 65% thanks to him. Here's why:

I tell him everything and he too to me. And when I had those paranoid breakdowns he'll be the one to scold me. Yes, he does not comfort. He scolds. Hehe. I guess that's one of the things I love about him. He really pisses me off like 40% of the time banarnya pasal ia suka menagur and marahi atu pulang ah. Not to mention he nags and nags and nags. Tuhan saja tau by how much. Mustahil lah that I won't be pissed off and get mad at him back so we do end up with fights.

Tapi when I am as karas as it is, he gives in. Oh he still nags and marahi but he gives in. So I love him for that. Because he's such an egg; hard on the outside but soft inside :3

Other than that, thanks to his nags and anger; I know when I'm right and when I'm wrong. Banar pulang saya ani tidak suka di tegur and I admit it but at the end of the day, I think back about his teguran or his complaints and when I feel he is right then I think I change from there. Those nags, teguran, complaints and anger he channels to me I honestly feel because he truly cares and not just using me or anything. From there, I feel he is serious.

I admit, I know him only 70%. Eventhough I've been with him for 3 years, I know I don't know him 100%.

I love everything about him so far Alhamdulillah. :) Even his bad side; I can accept it. InsyaAllah lah. Hahah.

So when he tells me his problems, I have another side to look at. This made me realised that I need to wake up and smell the roses and see that I'm not the only one in the field smelling them (HAHA apakan metaphor ku ah. I hope you guys get it). Together we both figure out our problems together and think of the best solution. This taught me to open up my mind alright as he have different views sometimes. He taught me to always be grateful for what I have because what I have is better than some of the people in this world. And yes, everyday I am always grateful for the reminder.

Fyi I'm not saying he is perfect. Haha because ia ani jenis kambangan jua. Hahaha. But seriously he is the best.

He is a rock banar tah. He makes me feel safe with his toughness, he smoothens out my ridges with his roughness and he is someone to lean on to when in trouble as he is solid as a rock.

Alhamdulillah I can't be grateful enough. Alhamdulillah.

Bah atu saja eh. Soon lagi yeah. Next time I'll try to kurangkan text and more on pictures. I try to kurangkan opinions and more on stories. Hehe thank!