So I really messed it up with my semester 2..I mean, true my cgpa is not that bad and even for what I have is quite tough for me to get. I really need to get my head straight for next semester but how? I already have answers to that of course. For one thing I need a focus to remind me. Well yeah..Itulah ah.
Sigh it's quite annoying when my aunt hit me earlier. Yes, she hit me but my other aunt on the other hand was giving me strength. So those 2 treatments got me wondering; Was it that bad? Did I really need a hit to put me down or hope to lift me up? Which one is right?
Literally I'm so sad about it that it feels like putus cinta. I don't understand why I am asked for the reason to not get the high cgpa. Aren't I'm the one who's studying and doing the work? Have you ever considered that perhaps my course is that hard? Why get mad when you don't even understand? Sigh.
And oh earlier during Netball I was called banggang. Seriously, she said banggang multiple times. It was offensive and I mean, I know I ask sometimes and I look blank but is that really something you say to someone? I'm not stupid. I look blank because that's my focus face. Do I really need to look like a know it all to get your trust? Trucker. You tagur me this and that but when the coach talks, you're the one who get comments instead. Cemanakan tu?
Fuhh..Ah well.
