AKU MAU!
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Okay I don't..Have it..Yet? But..OMG I WANT THIS! It's basically an instax printer that we can wirelessly print our edited/nice/awesomely positioned handphone pictures to those little instax pictures!!! O_O Seriously!
Ngam jua I was thinking about my instax camera Muiz bought me..Macam I keep on forgetting to bring them along and even when I do, I always forget to take pictures using them. If I have this! OMG! Even if I forget to bring or take my instax pictures! I still can make them at home! OMG! I SERIOUSLY WANT ONE!!!
Here's the thing;
Simply put: I'm broke. Of course a student like me (especially who doesn't have extra or side incomes other than from my parents) would have some from our monthly allowance but the problem is it's late. REALLY late. Like, 8 months late? I have planned so many things as they usually promised that our allowance should be out in 3 months and stuff but here I am..Literally..Karing. Hmm. All the students from the other faculties have their allowance except for us science people and seriously, now I am pissed off. And the worst part is? My bank forms are not even requested yet. So how can I complain that the allowance is not going in my bank account when they don't even know my accountnumber? Sedihlah. Seriously sedih.
Okay, I get it and yes I know I can ask for some from my dad but seriously; hari-hari kali?
My major concerns are basically my fuel, lunch money, credit and toiletries. When I ask for them I scold myself. Not to mention ashamed. Sigh. Kana marahi lagi pasal minta balik-balik. Sigh payah when they don't understand. Seriously.
My point is; please keluar tah. I feel guilty as I keep asking for money from my parents even for food. I thought I would just burden them with my stuff just for 3 months but seriously it has been 8 months and banartah, I can't bare looking at their expressions and facing their rants. I want to eat and buy my necessities without my parent's help. My allowance is what I use to not burden my parents. It's also what I use to buy them stuff as well.
Jealous lah jua liat people my age get to spend all they want already. Sigh. Menalan air liur saja melintas-lintas barang/kedai ah. Sigh. Tapi banartah, meliat saja my brother membali starbucks atu..I feel so..Sad with the fact that even if I want one (just because); I'd have to ask for the money and then just to buy a tall cup of java; and then the next day minta lagi for my fuel and crap. I mean, that is alot of work to do and think. Not that I am a fan of Starbucks (I don't drink coffee) but well, you know. It's new and I'm curious. Sigh.
Keluar tah bah. Keluar tah. Malu bah. Balik-balik minta. Balik-balik kana lanja oleh boyfriend. Sigh. I hate being a burden. Banartah.
I heard the list will come out soon pulang ah. As for the money; no idea.
All I can say is that it is REALLY UNFAIR.
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Toodles,
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